-|*SaNCtUaRY*|-

I was thinking about what has been revolving around my life.

I thought about my family…

The quarrels. The giggles and hugs. The tears and hardships we’ve been through together as a family.

Every quarrels, aches and tires me a lot. Especially those hurtful words each and every one of us spoke. The violence. The rashness. Has been flasing in my head whenever i’m alone. It hurts a lot. Whenever these images flashes, my head aches. So does, my heart.

I have no idea i’m the cause of every single tragedy.

I have no idea that i’m the cause of my mum giving up hope on her religion - buddhism.

To me, religion is not just an importance, an identity , and your beliefs, but also the source of your confidence.

Without religion, what are you? i can’t say myself as a religious person. At least, i know its importance in our lives, and its values.

(sigh) . When i looked at huge work loads - school work, and the loads of rubbish in my room (lolx), headache… headache…

My parents will ask , " Mei ah, when will you start tidy up your room??? "

LolX.

Academic. Should I drop design and technology or literature???

I scored horribly for literature, but that’s my passion lies.

I passed design and technology, but i hate that exhausting and stressful process.

So, can anyone tell me what to do?

P.S: please post your views regarding this issue before the end of june.